Oct. 3rd, 2009 | 01:27 pm
mood:
bouncy
Recently I just got a part time job. Having mix feelings because I only have up to 19 Oct to fully commit to work, after which school reopens. I am still considering whether to continue taking up the job when school reopens since it will be very beneficial but its very tiring I think to cope both things at the same time. On the other hand, I think it will not be that tough since I used to have band practices on mondays and wednesdays. So yeah.. I have to drop band in this case. Work is tiring. I have to wake up early at 7am and reach home about 8pm. Staring at the damn computer for almost 8 hours can drain you. Maybe not, but with those numbers. However the job is fun. My first experience to an accounts job. I basically do the simple accounts tasks for my senior. Well.. experience counts! so that is why I am considering to hold on to the job when school starts.
The weather is so bad these days. The haze is killing many of us. Flu, cough, sore throat. everyone take more care of urself! :)
Now the happy news! I received my exam results last week. I am very satisfied with my results! I must say it is my best achievement to date!! Gotta study harder for next semester to keep it up and balance well between my work and studies. hooray! :)
That is all! Good bye!
// recently have been listening to class 95FM during work. 2 nice songs to introduce to all.
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Sep. 19th, 2009 | 10:35 pm
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Sep. 13th, 2009 | 05:47 pm
mood:
bored
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Jul. 5th, 2009 | 01:18 am
mood:
refreshed
Out of sudden, earlier today, I had the urge to eat sushi but could not think of any nearest cheapest sushi available. The quality of the sushi does not matter, for now. Just craving for the cold rice with any toppings. Aside that, I have been eating lots and way too much of junk food - durians, whole box of chocolate cake to myself, instant noodles, packets of fried cuttlefish. On the other hand, I hooked onto the new peel fresh powerberries- acai berry, cranberry, raspberry, mulberry and blueberry. It has a damn exotic and erotic taste! HAHA. Try it. :)
Lessons will be back to the usual on monday, have to prepare for tutorials and I will start doing them tomorrow i hope. I wonder if there is still school on monday though since its youth day!
Somehow now, I am being so optimistic to be able to tell myself that everything happen for a reason.
Anyway I managed to retrieve all the old photos that was stored in my super slow like snail desktop that was left untouched for x months. Its really hilarious to see how much people have grown till now. Haha Maybe I shall upload the photos soon. :)
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Jun. 30th, 2009 | 04:24 pm
I am appalled by the result of this quiz. Yea I have done this quiz before, and now I have a different result. And its TRUE!
Name: Tan Meng Liang
Date: 6/30/2009
Colorgenics Number: 07123465
At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.
You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.
Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.
For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.
In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured.

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Jun. 28th, 2009 | 07:52 pm
mood:
depressed
Today marks the end of the 3 weeks term break, or rather study break because exams are right after the break. I have been revising inconsistently throughout the holiday. After getting back the results for the past 2 papers, cost and financial accounting, I must admit that I was not pleased by it. Ever since, I feel that for this academic year I have to put in more effort for it. I no longer have the same confidence I used to have in the past. Perhaps I am just overestimating myself and underestimating the subject. I have no idea. I am actually very worried for the approaching exams. Business Law is tough since I have a weak grasp for the language. Today I was practically trying to differentiate between an offer and an invitation to treat. SO CONFUSING!!!! ARGH then on the other hand, financial statements are manageable but again, its just the adjusting of additional information which I do not feel assured of. What to do.. I guess I have done my part in studying and pray that the paper will be manageable huh.
Over the past few weeks, I just feel indifferent about myself. Trying to figure out who am I as a person. What's right and what's wrong. Do I have to do something that is right? Or learn from what is wrong and accept it. Not that I can't accept it but its just wrong. I thought I was doing fine all along but it just struck me whether do I know what I am actually doing. Its neither right nor wrong, i just have to be myself? I have no idea what to do next. It has been bothering me for quite some time now. I just so afraid. To add on, a number of sudden death over the past few weeks. Even though we are just acquaintance in our lives but its disheartening and shocking to know that it concerns my friends, and also my childhood idol. I now realized how fragile life is.
Oh talking about life, I watched a documentary movie on youtube named "Home". Its actually a movie that got to do with our mother earth regarding environmental issues, the ecosystem.. Quite an interesting show to watch! I also watched another interesting documentary show on Okto yesterday night called Flow regarding to the natural resource-water. So many issues and events are happening that concern us yet many are nonchalent about it. watching those documentary show really made me aware the rate at which the earth and its resources are changing and depleting. enough said.. go watch them!
Oh and pray that I will do well for my exams! :D
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flooding thoughts
Jun. 14th, 2009 | 10:48 pm
mood:
thoughtful
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THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME!
Jun. 6th, 2009 | 11:50 am
location: Living room
mood:
awake
music: David Cook - Always Be My Baby
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Jun. 5th, 2009 | 08:28 am
mood:
hungry
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Blah
May. 23rd, 2009 | 08:29 am
Within weeks, I had my first CA today and also coming up monday and tuesday. Well.. I am quite pessimistic about my performance this year. Everyone just give me that look, filled with confidence, and I just feel insecured about it.
I just dont know what else to blog about. It's just too hard to fill this space up with words. How about some pictures...?


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Apr. 28th, 2009 | 08:09 pm
mood:
exhausted
I am also down with sore throat. I have no idea where did the sore came from. I just happened to wake up in the morning, and had a terrible sore throat. Have been eating spoons of manuka honey before I go to bed. I hope it will recover soon despite the subway cookies I ate just only.
Life has been miserable!!! I feel so exhausted, and not to mention what happened recently. Perhaps I was not up for it when it was there for me. I will be fine soon.
Will be back soon! :)
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First time
Apr. 12th, 2009 | 09:14 pm
mood:
guilty
Btw, school's staring in a week's time. Time passed so quickly. Year 2's timetable is alright, quite relaxing. I only have to take like 5 modules this sem. Thats about it I guess. :)
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Apr. 10th, 2009 | 11:45 pm
Something hilarious. I thought I got the courage to watch the Friday Midnight ghost movie - Alone, alone. Less than 5 minutes of the show, I got scared. LOL I jumped after being scared by the so called ghost but a prank by the friend. LOL I am so not the cut for ghost movies. lol
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Be true
Apr. 8th, 2009 | 11:30 pm
mood:
bored
Name: Aloysius
Date: 4/8/2009
Colorgenics Number: 02713465
You feel that everything is going against you and you are worn out and exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling. You are trying to protect yourself but at the same time you are hiding your feelings, hoping that by so doing, you can avoid exposing yourself to attack. Hopefully this will give you the chance to get on with your life. Nevertheless, you should be very careful to try to avoid stirring up any opposition which might endanger your plans.
You are in need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special, that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that 'special someone' and resolve your problems very soon, you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.
Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.
For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.
In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured.
//I did this test upon seeing it on my friend's blog. The result of test is quite true. Many relevant points mentioned that really did happen on me. So yea.. try it out at www.goldinuniverse.com/Link | comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend
Clear the OIL
Apr. 8th, 2009 | 12:30 am
mood:
sleepy
Let it be!
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ALOYSIUS IS A FOOL
Apr. 1st, 2009 | 12:13 am
mood:
awake
I WAS TOTALLY ............ WORRIED FOR HER LA!!!
CALLED HER IMMEDIATELY UPON RECEIVING THE MESSAGE
SHE TOOK A LONG TIME TO ANSWER THE PHON
MY HEARTBEAT WAS RACING
UNTILLL
SHE SAID...
"WHAT DAY IS TODAY?"
and i was like..
...
.
..
WAH LAO!
YOU DID IT PAT!
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Mar. 31st, 2009 | 11:26 pm
mood:
lonely
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Mar. 18th, 2009 | 03:45 pm
mood:
accomplished
My results were released officially released today morning, but we were notified in wee hours of the morning.. It is beyond my expectations. So far, 3 distinctions, 3 As and 2 Bs. I was overjoyed that resulted in me tossing over and over again on my bed, and slept at 5am. Haha. I am really glad and satisfied with it, even though there were room for improvement. This officially marks the end of my first year in polytechnic. Second year is coming next. It just gets tougher. I hope everything will be fine. Nevertheless, a lot of my classmates did well too, congrats to them!!
Aside from that, I will be tied down by a pile of work to be completed within a week. So... i suppose i will celebrate next week! :)
sign off :)
